Day 1 (july 15, 2009)

OK, So today is day one.
From the title of this blog, you would assume it has to do with a significant other. NOPE, you're wrong! It has to do with quitting smoking.
Due to the recent price increases and the loss of a little weekly job. I am forced to quit smoking. I know in the long run it is best and a lot of money will be saved. Its a nasty habit and it makes everything stink. This will also be best for my health.
I woke up today with no intention of smoking. Needless to say, I was soon looking for nasty cigarette butts that I had thrown out last night. Well I did find a couple and of course lit them up. Good for about 3 puffs. Then when B got home, he had a few left himself. When he saw I was in a foul mood, he gave me one. I held onto it as long as I could stand. I lit it and put it out, lit it and put it out and for a 3rd time I lit it and put it out for good.
Still have that craving and I know its only gonna get worse.
I'm trying to keep busy but its still in the back of my mind. that's why I thought I would write about things.
I've been going through all of the kids crafts that I have no need of anymore and listing them in my store at Atomic mall...(www.atomicmall.com/freebird_sarah)
Sure, I plugged my own store! Wouldn't you??
Anyhow. I keep finding myself wanting something to eat. I can't do that or else I'll get as big as this house. So I keep thinking, only 2 hours till supper. I can do this. Just gonna have to hold out a little longer.
Tonight is gonna be tough I think. Guess that all depends on me. I've got to keep thinking "I CAN DO THIS, I CAN DO THIS"
I'll write some more later. As for now, I'm gonna go outside and find something to do...
Later,
Sarah Robin